T.T

我的态度真的很那么不好....
还是真如xxx说真的要自己主动找那个朋友，那个朋友才会跟你好吗？
为什么...
最近的我真的态度不好吗？！
最近的我真的那么惹人厌？！
如果是真的，请你告诉我可以吗？
别突然那样对我好不好？
我不想....不想再有那个感觉...
去年的我已经试过了那个感觉
我只想有个好朋友能够跟我哭，跟我笑。
这很难吗？



最近的我很悲观...
为什么？
之前一直笑的我到哪了？
='(

penand day~~26/12/2011

今天难得我没有华乐练习...
今天难得我妈妈回来...
所以，

今天我们一家人去penang！！

在前一天我就已经很期待了，超兴奋了！！

在今天我一起身觉得今天的天气格外的天晴...哈哈

11点多我们就出发了!!

12点多我们就到达penang了！

our 1st destination---Queensbay Mall

we have a shopping day there

i bought 3 shirts there

and i ate very full there

SYOK!!

our 2nd destination---my aunt house in penang

miss my nephewsssss very much...

coz they are so ccccuuutttiiieee...

then we went back to sp liao...

during the trip,my mum promise us that she will bring us back to penang again during the chinese new year festival

haha!!!!

took in Queensbay with my new Domo bag

took there too wif Mr. Barney

pmr day for me...

最近，

为了pmr我真的是累坏了...

前一阵子还读到人都发烧...

家人都说我很有压力...

劝我不要对自己有那么大的压力...

可是，

我不理他们的劝告...

我只知道我要努力读书，考到一个好的成绩给妈妈看就Ok了~

因为我知道我妈妈其实很希望我能够脱颖而出...

所以，

我拼命去读书读读书读书...

结果最近pmr的成绩：

马来文1-错15题

马来文2-我会写

（马来文我有把握可以拿A）

英文1-错8题

英文2-我会写

（英文我有把握可以拿A）

科学1-错3题

科学2-我会做

（科学我有把握可以拿A）

数学1-我会做

数学2-我会坐

（数学我有把握可以拿A）

GEOGRAFI-错5题

（肯定可以拿到A了~）

SEJARAH-错16题

（不懂可以拿到A吗？！）

KH-我有把握可以拿到A

所以，我只允许自己拿到7A或8A

memorable hari merdeka

31th August was a tired day for me...

but it also a unforgettable day to me...

u guys know y?

becoz----me,etyng n ying went out n gathering...

very funny n full of joke la~

coz---after we bought cinema ticket...

we 3 actually don noe wanna to to which place to play...

so last...we decided to go frutti frutti...

etyng fetch us go...

syok lo~

n i feel safe when sit on her car...

waaaahhh!!

the price...

is very "NICE" lol~

me,ying,etyng's shoes...(juz me is wearing slipper..)

我的一piak东西

free orange juice...

etyng's hp n ice-cream

me,ying n etyng's ice-cream(mine-RM13,ying-RM19,etyng-RM17)

after frutti frutti,

we went to k-box

as we had more time kok

but actually i didnt sing de...

coz i don like to sing de...

haizzz...

then，

at 3:20pm

we went to cinema to watch "CARS 2"

woaahhh!

thumb up to this movie!!

very interesting n funny!!!

inside the cinema,

omg!!

very cold!!!

then,

we don noe where can we go liao..

coz--starbucks fulled...

secret need to pay money if we sit there de...

so...

finally...

we chose

a bakery n sit there n chit-chat lo

n took picture there~

we saw evon there...

omg!

she is so man n entao!!!!!!!!!!

next

me n etyng~~

me n ying~~

finger shape--star!!

me n etyng's watches...

五月...

最近的五月，
我发烧了...
严重的是--还需要打针！
因为脚肿钟的~
第一次看医生看到要打针咯~
过后从早上十点多睡到傍晚六点多咯~
睡到像猪将~
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昨天就照旧上课，可是都没精神听课的~
因为药的副作用~
导致到我要睡觉了...
算了~勉强挨到下课~
过后下课我要出班练习到放学...
因为星期六的表演...


不知道还要讲什么了...
囧~

30/4:雅韵演奏会

30/4~

是我们乐团最忙的一天~

不过是我们乐团充满回忆的一天~

因为

那天

是我们乐团主办《雅韵华乐演奏会》

在那天的时候，

虽然我们都被骂到很惨~

可是到最后我们一起奋勇前进！！！

结果我们终于前进了！！

晚上的时候，很多人都很开心~

因为大家都已经前进了！！

在那天，

我学到了一个很重要的东西--

做人要懂得珍惜眼前的一切，

我们应该好好珍惜现在跟中五团员的时光了...

我们大家有缘在一起，

是一种缘分，

所以，

我很感谢上天能够让我认识你们，

谢谢学哥学姐们~

比赛大家一起加油！

再一次前进吧！！

照片~~

跟妈咪拍的一张，也是我懂事以来跟妈咪拍的第一张~

雅韵~大合照！！

跟美美的伊珊老师拍照~^^

最自然的一张~最喜欢这张的笑容~

+winnie~

+歆妍~

有点怀疑这张的人是不是我来的咯？不像我来的~

跟我们最帅气的指挥拍照~
跟ex-naib pengerusi拍照~不懂做么我站将前面咯~

跟“黑无常”拍照~

接下来的我们~

要锁定530的比赛！！

一起加油！！！！

不过，

现在的我们要准备考试了~

哈哈~~

也一起加油咯~~

=D

23/4/2011

今天有补课咯~
囧~
不过~
我都没有在班半天~
因为--我有出班练习咯~
今天早上我蛮忙的~
要扛琴咯~
然后要分surat给他们...
咳！
一个字！
累！
老师有来~
充满压力！
不过...
充满回忆！
练习就将咯~
练到放学咯~
没什么好玩的~


2：30回家...
因为--忙着申请练习...
最近都没什么睡好咯~
有黑眼圈了~
变成熊猫眼了...
T.T

然后现在开着面子书...
然后政勋tag我一张照片...
去看看~
原来是那天在bilik wawasan拍的照片~
很丑！
不过更糟的事--
我名字写错了...
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T.T

讨厌到...
不过蛮爽的~
因为第一次上报纸嘛~
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暗笑Ing..

a no mood friday...

don noe y~

since my aunt back...

i don like her too much...

always feel that she is so pilih kasih...

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but....

since my mummy back...

i will become love to back home...

and very bahagia 1~

don like sometime...

juz as a incredible person at home...

nobody talk wif me...

nobody care of me...

hate that moment!!!

and my fren was won that she received a JUSTIN BIEBER's concert ticket!!!

hooray!!

but...

unluckily i can't go...

don noe say wat liao...

haha~

later need go for tuition ady...

haizzz...

genting chinese orchestra competition 2010

yerterday i was rearranged my photo album~

then~

suddenly~

i found that~

i forgot to upload the genting chinese orchestra competition 2010~

so...

upload here now~

paiseh~

love this the most!!!

me is the tambai!!><

wis chabo,hui~

jia nee kawaiii~~

yeah~~

wif chabo again~~

15/4/2011

that day was friday again...
ops!!! f
ull of tuition that day~
but on that day i juz need went for morning only...
night i was bz...
u guys know y?
because....
our chinese orchestra was performed at sin kwang~
but that performance is a rubbish!
a shit!
our perform is the last 1~
then nvm lol~
when was our turn to perform~
we found that there were not so many ppl left...
juz a few ppl at there only~
and there was a microphone error~
rosak liao...

juz waste my time only!

rubbish performance!!!



hate it!

11/3/2011

昨天的我非常开心~

因为

1-睡不醒~

2-看到新民男生打球很帅~

3-看到蠢蛋的笑容~很可爱~

1和2我不讲了~

讲到3~~

他真的很可爱咯~

笑到很像小孩子将~

认识他那么久，昨天还是第一次看到他这样的笑容~

哈哈~~

然后哦，

我就sms告诉他咯~

结果哦~

他竟然那边做出lanxi的样子~

不过我比较喜欢那样的他多过凶凶的他~

嘻嘻^^

算了，不要讲他了~

过后晚上8点就要去学校~

因为：有华乐练习~

然后又有合奏《奋勇前进》

很怀恋~

memory ing...

昨天的合奏很开心~

哈哈~~

=D

10/4/2011

D今天就照常上课了~
不过今天应该会有很多人都不想听课~
因为：今天到13号都有篮球比赛~
全部人都想看帅哥~ ^^
不过我自己也是蛮想的~ xD
今天的我比以前的我不一样了~
因为今天的我的屁股痛，脚痛~
坐起来，omg...好痛！
不过这不能怨天尤人哦~
这是我自己昨天不好好做热身~
然后到最后的时候才拼命地去跑~ 哈哈~~
走路的姿势都有点奇怪~ xD
老了就是这样的嘛~ 哈哈~

今天下课duty时，
突然间有只猫想上去。
我就叫samuel（kp duty的）就弄它一下~
结果他跑去抚摸它一下~
那只猫竟然在那边很享受的想睡觉~
那只应该是只懒惰的猫咪瓜~
过后，我上课的时候，
看到蠢蛋~
就告诉他叫他帮忙赶走猫咪~
是不是在欺负他呢？
不理了~

今天本来我是能够早回家的~
可是因为那个perjumpaan sofbol~
所以我不能回家了~
讲到那个perjumpaan~
omg...
小猫两三只~
老师都有点Pekcek!
就让我们全部看篮球比赛~
hooray~
不过我还需要当st john的白老鼠~
因为他们要比赛了~
还蛮好玩的~
不过一点都不舒服~
hate it!
过后看到新民跟bandar打一下子~
就回家了~


加油哦~ 新民~

9/4/2011:merentas desa

今天是越野赛跑...
本来今天是想六点起来~
可是，
不懂做啥我还迟迟醒...
不过还好来得及坐妍洁的车~ ^^

不过今天蠢蛋没来~
因为他妈妈去跟pn wong申请请假~
羡慕ing...

我只拿到1分罢了...
因为我只是用“走”罢了...
因为我懒惰跑~
不过...
看到一个一个朋友上台拿奖牌~
连那些不大厉害运动的人都拿到~
为什么我拿不到...
妍洁也拿得到~ 恭喜她~
嘉莹~嘉昵~很多很多啦~
都拿到~
恭喜她们啦~
不过...
如果我尽全力的话，
不知道怎样？
会赢啦？
还是拿多过1分~
那些不厉害运动的人...
都那么尽力地去跑~
只是我...


原来我只是一个从不尽全力的人而已... =(

发恶梦的星期五...

刚才我发了一个噩梦...
是说我在学校漫步的时候...
突然经过一间房间，
就很好奇...
就一个人进去里面...
结果进了后，
给人很不舒服的感觉...
然后我就想开门出去...
但是！！
竟然开不到...
我就怕了...
然后我听到里面有一个小孩子的哭声...
然后我频频地抖起来...
一直那边拍大门喊着：“开门啊！有人在里面啊！开门啊！”
一直喊，一直喊...
过后有人来开门了...
他就立刻扶我起来...
因为我整个身子都软掉了...
我出来那个房间后...
看到一个老师，
就抱着他哭...
过后，我就被吓醒了！
真的很恐怖...
真的蛮逼真的...
因为我梦到的地方真的是在我的学校--新民...
希望这真的只是一场噩梦...
并不是一个将来会发生的一个现实....

5.4.2011

today is CHENG BENG~

then oso is my aunt's birthday too!

aunt: happy birthday ya~

today i was so happy in shcool...

coz xxx... (cannot say 1~^^)

today that guy comes n talk to me lol~

i got a shock!!

becoz everytime he juz say "hi" wif me n leave away~

but today... haha~~

i think something had been happened in his mind liao...

haha~~

my mummy oso need go back n go for working liao~

but she will back at next tuesday~

coz 13th April was her birthday~

she back and celebrate wif us lol~

so... i n my bro need waste money for buying something for her as her birthday present lol~ but... is not a matter to me~

coz i know that my mum is the person who loves me so much on this world~~

everyone know that wat i'm doing now?!

answer is--- blogging by using my new notebook~

quite confidently~~ =)

4/4/2011:bzying dayout~~

today was a busy day for me...

becoz...

today i was back by 2:oopm~

but actually i can back by 1++ pm de...

but...

that that lorheng teacher must us stay back for 3 minutes...

when we can leave liao...

my bus was already gone...

T.T

wat a lorheng teacher!~

鲁形~~(c'lung teach me 1~)haha~

then nvm lol...

when i back...

my mum was ordered me a mcdonald lunch~

haha~~~~

this is the 1st time was my lunch was mcd~

love it!^^

after eating,

i was bzing wif my homework as a bee...

嗡嗡~~~

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i think alomst 6++pm

my mum brought me went to tesco~

coz of our printer n a new laptop!!!

osh!!

alomost forget about such the important thing!

that---

my mum juz brought a laptop for me n my bro lol~

becoz of my aunt changed her maxis broadband to digi broadband~

for the digi newest package---

this package was given a laptop lol~

haha~~

love "my" laptop very mucchhhiieee~~~

k!

stop taking about my laptop~

then after shopping in tesco,

my mum brought me n my cousin went to the next station~

that is----GMART~

haha~~~

i think today was a busy day for me lol~

but i love today too~

cause me and my mummy can stay our relationship become nearer n nearer~~

;D

3/4/2011 dayout wif family~~

today my mummy was back from xxx~

so happy...

coz she didn't back for almost 1 month liao lo~

and...

after i finish my homework...

my mum fetch me and my cousin went to central squ

are~

haha~~

i juz bought a very kawaiii t-shirt~

and a domo!!!!!!!

haha~~

but juz a keychain only lah~

but!!!

is so good for me lah~

mummy:

love u very much~~~~~

domo...

omg... such things had been happened in my mind... that is..... i become a DOMO's fans~~~ ommggg... i almost can't control myself not to love it so much... but its teeth is sooooo cuuuuttteee... haha~~~ hope that my mum will buy it for me as my present lah~ haha~~~

31/3/2011

today is the last day for March~

and tomorrow is the 1st day of April~

APRIL FOOL~~~

i need to think some way to cheat people lol~

on tomorrow tuition~

haha~~~~~

today i take the oc picture~

omg...

i didn't wear the spec~

so...

so ugly~

but oso beautiful lah~

early say to everyone:

HAPPY APRIL FOOL~

30/3/2011

昨天是我们新民某个美女生日~~

然后她的朋友一个一个送她礼物~~

哇~~

大大包的咯~~

过后妍洁就在旁边羡慕说：“哇~~不知道我今年的生日会不会有将叻？比如说在我生日那天不知道他们（朋友）会不会买cake给我哦？？”

我就讲回她咯：“哇...你还要cake啊？有礼物就好了嘛~~”

其实，交多多朋友都不是为了生日礼物或蛋糕~

况且我们都不是说是那种有钱人~

不过，我挺羡慕她们这样的友谊关系~

能够互相鼓励彼此，帮助彼此的问题，能够互相安慰彼此等等...

我承认，我的交际关系不像她们这样广~

但，我拥有一群“猪朋狗友”

jaykee~~

靖雯~~

winnie~

歆妍~

慧珈~

抒恩~

佳慧~

等等~~~~~

超怀恋去年去云顶比赛的时候~

尤其是我们常玩的“真心话大冒险~~”

哈哈~~~

希望我们是永远的buddy~~